-long serious thoughts about further education-
(and yes i -am- capable of long serious thoughts. so there)
1. my month of thinking is nearing its midpoint, so times running short. decision time!
2. also good to make decision soon. then can free up places for others. be socially responsible, yes? *grins at deb*
3. would like very. very. much to study with people i know and love already...but where i am now, im enjoying the people too...kookiness and fun abound. :)
4. (and here comes the sightly more serious bit) im doing a course that challenges and excites me (tho a certain lecturer does produce insomania cures), and which will lead to a uni experience which i prefer, in terms of length and location. this course will also bring me to a career which seems to be what i was looking for in a job.
5. but yet at the same time........ its hard, giving up the course AND the uni, both dreams come true. when we go down to town area...it just drives me mad, esp if the uni comes up in converations. its a fact tho, im not quite ready to let go of my dream of studying there.
6. am so screwed.
7. have school at bloody 8am.
8. should go sleep.
9. still have no idea what to do.
10*bah*
love me/hate me
|5/11/2005 01:13:00 AM|
